Suicide. This is when someone kills themself most likely for a certain reason. It's usually the reason called Life. From now on, this is my thinking about life, i dont care what you think about my thinkings, but if you dont want to cooperate or listen, LEAVE. i dont care if you're not christian, i'm not either, but i still believe in god. Life is a game. If you give up, Game Over; if you stay until the very end, You Win. I have persuaded myself out of suiciding a couple of days ago, while taking a silent and lonely walk. Heh, i'm used to lonely and being silent, so no big. My life has been Lonely since i moved from my house around when i was in first grade. my parents picked a place that wouldnt disturb their sleeping at night, sound-wise. that means, no kids around. my dad treated me harshly starting around 4-5th grade, but for now, i got over it. On my walk, i thought about a game. It is the hardest game you will ever play with in your entire human life. what is it called? Life itself. You are born into it. You cannot get out of it, unless you lose, or you win. Who is in charge of it? God, maybe Jesus, and the Dark Angel in the fiery depths underneath this Dimension. I say, if it's game over, you're under the possession of the Dark Angel. if you win, then you won't go with the Dark Angel. take note, im not including your behavior in life. behavior as in if you've killed someone and you're a bad person, etc. I say, God and the Dark Angel are betting that we'll lose/win. God believes that we'll win, each and every one of us. Life is hard, everyone should know that, that's why the Dark Angel, Satan, believes we will all lose. but we shouldn't give up and let Satan control us. We cant. Even if you think i'm just some dum lil kid, you dont need to listen to me. We cant lose in this game. We have to survive, unless you wanna burn and rot in flames, go ahead. It wont be my fault. "Don't hate the player, hate the game." The game is life. Don't blame God, hate life. Hate it. Hate it until the very end, until you're free of this dreadful game. God has confidence that you'll win. You must have confidence too. your life may be bad, but someone has had an equally or more painfully life than you, probably 10 times more worse. I know you hate to admit that, but it's true. Why do i care? Because we're the same. we're Human. All of us. Now, god and satan cant get in this game's way. not until you've lost, or until you've won. You want to win. If you lose, you will never be happy again. You will never see your loved ones again. Every girlfriend i've loved has moved away and such. Love is painful. Life is painful. but Love is just a small portion of this game. If you want to be free from this game, you've got to win. If you lose, then you will be put in a much harder game. Suiciding is game over, for whoever does it. I am saying this for whoever is with me, in hating life.
NOW, I'LL ADD MORE LATER, IF THIS DOESNT GET DELETED. BUT, NOW, LUDI PQ!